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Lesson Learned.
Hindi porket nakakasama mo siyang mangarap, kasama siya sa mga pangarap mo at kasama ka sa mga pangarap niya eh kayo na talaga. Hindi porket maganda ang mga pangarap niyo para sa isa’t isa eh matutupad iyon ng magkasama kayo. Tapos ang masaklap pa dun, pagdating sa huli hindi din pala kayo. Nakakapanghina, nakakapanglumo. Maiisip mo na lang na sana hindi ka na lang nangarap kasama siya. Sana nangarap ka na lang mag-isa. Minsan masarap lang talaga mangarap ng may kasama.
A Whole New Dimension
Some nights such as this, when nothing in particular is going on, I lie awake in bed all night. You know that moment when you're too tired to do anything but your mind is filled with millions of random thoughts? Yeah, that's when I lay there and think about everything.
Well, I think about how many people had their hearts broken today. How many babies were born at this very moment. How many lovers break up at this time of the night. How many criminals run free. What clouds feel like. Are other people thinking about the same thoughts as the thoughts I'm thinking about right now? What does this all mean?
I probably should be getting to sleep at this time of the night. But instead, I cover myself up with my soft blanket, hug my favorite fluffy pillow, close my drowsy eyes and let my mind wander to wherever it pleases.
Maybe tonight I'll imagine myself in another place. I wonder what it would be like to travel all over the world. To leave this town in the dead of night, and walk on sandy shores with moonlight reflected on the water and the low tide grazing my ankles. Like, right now.
Sometimes I think about my future children. Or conversations with my husband. I ponder recipes and artistic endeavors. Or that one book yet to be written, the one I want to write someday. Slowly my eyes grow heavy. I wonder how many people are yearning the same as I lay on my comfy bed until sleep dominates me.
Then a soft voice in my head speaks to me,
"This is going to take more than one night."
Purple Luscious Lips?
ANG PUMUTOK KONG LABI
*BOW*
Marahil ay nagtataka ka kung ano ba talaga ang nangyari sa aking labi at bakit naging luscious, sexy, and one-side purple ang aking lips. Mahal na mahal ko kasi ang pingpong kaya pati ang pingpong table, hinalikan ko na. Joke. XD
Kahapon kasi, naglaro kami ng aking kaibigan ng pingpong. Ako naman, ayun, sige, palo sa bola. Palo dito, palo doon, at sinubukan pang paluin yung bola kahit sobrang lapit na sa net. At oo, nasubsob ang aking nguso sa pingpong table. Katangahan, no? Sino ba naman ang masusubsob sa pingpong table habang naglalaro ng pingpong? Ako lang ata eh. Oh bakit? Kaya niyo ba yun? Asa!
- 06/26/10 -
"Dealing With Backstabbers"
There's always going to be people who talk shit about you behind your back because of something that happened that you regret in the past. Well, those people who pin point those things in your life are setting things up for you to fail again and make the same mistakes just so they can prove themselves right.
Instead of trying to fight back, try to just ignore them even if you want to strangle every single one of them so badly, and move on with your life. To fight back is something you would do to keep your pride and dignity. But in most case scenarios like the one we are talking about, fighting back definitely won’t make things better. It's best if you prove them wrong through your actions because actions speak louder than words. No matter how much we try to pursue ourselves that we have changed or that we are doing better in life now, still, envious or jealous people see the negative side in everything we do.
The world is full of hate and love. It's our choice to see which one we want to hold on to and move on to be a better person. So, shut up! Don't try to justify who you are by talking shit right back or demeaning those backstabbers personally and publicly. Backstabbers are only powerful when your back is turned. Just let it go and live your life. Even if what they say is true, who the hell cares? Just don't stoop down to their level because in a few months from now, nobody will care and people would have gotten over it just like how you would have gotten over it too. Drama only blows out of proportion when you intend it to.
(This was my Featured Article assignment. Rated 9.7 out of 10, by Mr. Michael Rimorin.)
So Long Sweet Summer ♥
In this photo: Me & Kim Lim
I'll be back in school again in a day. I'll be embracing my last year in high school. Yes, I am now officially called a Senior. So yeah, back to school means waking up at 6'oclock in the morning, meeting new classmates, whole new adventures, and new notebooks to doodle on. Yes, to doodle on and not to write lecture notes on. We're about to go back to school again and face all those challenges around. I'll really miss summer. But really, I'm excited to see my friends again. But what I really love most about the back-to-school routine is the buying of materials. I dunno, but I really love having those fresh bags, pens and notebooks. This may sound nerdy for some people but I really feel energized when I buy those stuff days before the start of the school year. Lookin' forward on going to school on Tuesday! I missed everyone. ;)
